Depressed

Haven't been sleeping well recently, n wokes up quite early in the morning abt 8am. 2 weeks ago, before i got sick (virus infection), it was already been like this on n off. I am STRESSED OUT... too sad, too worried, too emotional.

DEPRESSED ...

I don't want to go back to those depression days. Honestly. i do not wish to. Those sad n lonely days when nobody was there for me, not even my closest kin. I can only weep at night, wetting my pillow with tons of tears. Nobody understand or know what i was going through or what had happened, perhaps nobody ever cared at all.

Anyway, i was not comfortable to tell anybody at all especially my personal stuffs. I am used to keeping all by myself , ya introvert. Sometimes i text myself about my own feelings, etc , scolding, encouraging myself or expressing my agony of missing someone but those texts were never sent out at all. They were sent to my heart, with no recipient or number. Yeah, weird huh ..

Its OK, I had gone over that stage. I am Glad. I Found Him..

My only reason to live on.

It is no longer dark out there anymore...

Yummilicious

Well, fews weeks back we went to Johor Bahru for crabs again. Felt that the standard seem to drop now n the gravy was not as much as what we usually have. Hmm maybe the chef has changed, i do not know or maybe i was sick, hence affecting my taste buds.

As usual we had crabs, vegetables n fried mee sua (Our all time favourites). We skipped the duck and ordered the "Koroyok" instead. After eating, shop around for awhile n home sweet home. Lucky, there was no traffic jam to n fro, phew!

Pictures time !

Steamed Peanuts

Fried Mee Suah (sorry, i can't rotate this pic ;P)

"Koroyok" and Fried Tapioca Leaves

Next, tea break At Old Town !

My iced kopi C n his "stocking" milk tea with our thick butter toast.

The Cafe .. Cosy ambience to relax n enjoy your coffee. :)

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Saw this cutie at the pet shop, I love it.

Happy Easter Day

Appreciate What You Have ...

Even Now ..The Pain Of Moving On ...