Sad ...

I'm here to clear the spiderwebs or rather mushrooms grown at my lovely blog during these days due to not blogging... No feel or mood to blog. Don't know why also, just like what people said, i'm having mood swings almost everyday, haha... Not true wor, Miss Justine, sometimes i do joke n laugh ok ?! Hng !! Not sometimes but mostly ok !! ;p

Well, main purpose now is to share with u guys a girl's sad true story of losing her boyfriend of 4 years, ( omg 4 freaking years !!!! ) during his overseas training, at Brunei i guess ... It was on the news, but for what really happen i'm not sure, whoever knows about this do share with me ...

Anyway, it's Jass who ask me to read this blog and when i was reading, i was damn sad and tears fell uncontrollably. She was so dependent on her boyfriend and he just died suddenly. Reading those sweet messages he sent her, my heart is crying too ... :'(

She is a very strong girl ...

I once told my boyfriend that if one day he ever leave this world before me, i hope he can take me with him too... coz without him, life is nothing. My dear, can u promise me ?

Just like this girl who lost her boyfriend. I don't wanna be left alone in this world ... enduring the pain, the agony of missing someone who can't come back to life, can't kiss and hug him, can't feel him, can't sniff him ... Just kill me... I know i can't take it. Be it that people think i'm weak or too dependent on him, i just can't live without him. So... i really really understand what that girl is going through now, coz her boyfriend is as sweet as my boyfriend, always so caring and do many little things for her ...

Anyway, her blog address is :
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

I got my phone back !! Yipee ....

I am damn pissed off by my family members now ... n even more pissed off by their idiotic nonsenses !! Mum had been nagging at my ear about all those nonsenses which angered me alot, n i tell her off just now. Y m i even born in this family ?? Is it really chinese saying that i owed them during my previous life, that's y this life i have to return them ??
I don't really believe it but after all these years, i began to believe that it's true ...

I always had this feeling that i don't belong to this family ... Even asked mum before, did she pick me up from somewhere else when i was a baby?? I'm simply not attached to this place called "HOME". I don't feel the warmth at home , infact i feel pressured, depressed, pissed off , down ... For me my equation for Home is not HOME= HOME SWEET HOME ,
it's : HOME= SORROWS+ SORROWS...
I tend to frown at home and thus i laugh at work ... i don't wanna add my sorrows to my work.

PLEASE ... CAN I BE BORN IN A BETTER FAMILY IN MY NEXT LIFE (if there is) ... :(((

The only thing i feel happy is that i found my dear ... HE KEPT ME ALIVE, at least for now.
Only when i'm with him, i feel safe and secure... and he gave me the happiness i never had. REAL HAPPINESS ... feel very much PROTECTED.

To me ... HE IS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL ...

Handphone spoilt

Oh well, my handphone is spoilt just when i was about to post my pics of "Waruku". Sickening !!
It was my birthday pressie from my dear last December, n now it's SPOILT . Lucky it's still under warranty... Sent it for repair at "Century Square" last Saturday, collecting it tomorrow... So lost without my phone, i miss my phone, sobbb ...

THANK YOU my dear for collecting it for me tomorrow ... *Muacks*

Waruku Pasta

Yesterday had "Waruku Pasta" for lunch. We were actually very attracted to the colorful n pretty displays of Pastas outside their shop, infact it looks yummy !! So we decided to give it a try...

I had "Prawn spaghetti" n dear had "Beef spaghetti", drinks i had " Choco Milkshake" n dear had " Strawberry Milkshake". We were kinda disappointed when our food were served, the portion is so small for that kind of price! Mine cost $11+ and dear's $15+ >.<
The total bill added up to $50+ !! If we knew it, we rather have "Hanes" ... Well, displays can be deceiving ... The concept of this Japanese pasta store is to attract "Youngsters" i guess ... We were too old for all these, haha... Pics to be uploaded later.

After that we even had 3 roti pratas n coffee before we left with satisfied bellies... wahahha.. ( We are not gluttons, but we were really not full after $50 spent at "Waruku". Hng!! )

For dinner, we had crabs !! Yeah, it's the famous AMK Uncle Leong's crabs ... It was my compensation for the disappointing lunch, brought mummy along too.

Snoopy

Childish acts ... hypocrites wearing masks. Just like this pic above ... but hypocrites are not as cute as snoopy n charlie brown they all, they are UGLY...

The weaker and weaponless ones are always bullied by the stronger and powerful ones,

but it's ok..

The earth is round and it's turning everyday ... n life have to go on...

As long as we don't stoop as low as those hypocrites, we will be blessed with good returns ... But, it doesn't pay to be kind. That's contradicting... hmm... >.<

Qi Yi Wu

Photo taken from "Qi Yu Wu's "
Blog http://blog715.wordpress.com/
Omg, he's so handsome !!